just for the record

[chanter1944]

Hormonal issues of the PMS kind+a recently-acknowledged case of pretty dang severe skin hunger+a general lack of self-confidence and the usual depressive and anxiety-related issues = a night worse than a drop. At least a drop is predictable. The combination tonight had me outright sobbing on at least two occasions, not to mention questioning the hell out of my status with someone rather important. I know what's up intellectually, but wo de ma does my intellect fall short of convincing the rest of me. Ow!

I'm drinking a bunch of water and then crashing. Frakking hormonal shit, on top of everything else...

Edited to add: She said the conversation I owe her when we're both free, on a personal topic we're both savvy regarding that I'm not detailing in here, sounded good. When she says something, she means it. I may still be working on remembering that, but it's enough and then some tonight. Poke a tangle of brain chemistry and other mental issues in the eye. Whew.

Comments

*hugs*

[ysabetwordsmith]

Curl up with a good pillow and wait for your brain to stop acting like the spincycle on a dryer.

[ceitfianna]

*hugs you* I'm sorry you've been feeling so awful. Take care of yourself.

[ladyoflorien]

*HUGS* You are wonderful. ♥

[meimichan]

......I am assuming you don't mean me?

And for eff's sake girl, call me if you need anything!

Fuck fucked up brain chemistry. Mine's being readjusted as I type. The drugs are doing a number on me. I think Kristy was about to send me home from work on Thursday.

[chanter1944]

Nah, not you for this one. *hugs* I'll give you a ring if I need anything, but most of what was going on there was brain chemistry. Fucked up is right. One of the issues is no longer in the equation, at least. Elaborating would be a TMI.