anxiety meets events real and imagined, oh frak

The majority of this entry is going to be cut to spare the disinterested, the confused, and those who don't want to know about the workings of an anxious, rather neurotic, often unintentionally or willfully oblivious Chanter. Work shtuff inside, and for those who read on, S is my immediate boss, D is the coworker I'm arguably closest to in a friend capacity, and Iowan K is the person I work most closely with. Bossman is rather self-explanatory.

( Undiagnosed anxiety disorder what? )