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[chanter1944]

Here's a meme, then on to the real stuff.

Stolen again from helenschappell, thankies!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Carlie Jean Forsythe
Birthday:	09/18/1984
Birthplace:	Madison, WI, US
Current Location:	Whitewater, WI, US
Eye Color:	one blue, the other brown
Hair Color:	dark brown
Height:	5"4 on a good day
Right Handed or Left Handed:	both, I work in Braille!
Your Heritage:	basically from all over the UK
The Shoes You Wore Today:	blue flip-flop thingies
Your Weakness:	certain voices I could listen to forever
Your Fears:	uncontrolled fire, red light, the ebola virus
Your Perfect Pizza:	shrimp and black olives, or green olives (even better)
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get halfway decent grades!
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	*grin*
Thoughts First Waking Up:	oh crud, I'm late, I'm... oh whew, I'm not
Your Best Physical Feature:	um... my hair?
Your Bedtime:	too dang late most nights
Your Most Missed Memory:	that wonderful week of training at Huntsville, I miss the old crew
Pepsi or Coke:	either one so long as it's not flat
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Taco Bell
Single or Group Dates:	me? on a date? *blink*
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	ice tea in general is heaven
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	capuccino
Do you Smoke:	eew, no way
Do you Swear:	yup, too much
Do you Sing:	all the time!
Do you Shower Daily:	*nod*
Have you Been in Love:	yes, just once
Do you want to go to College:	already there
Do you want to get Married:	I wanted to once, don't think so now
Do you belive in yourself:	believe that is, and... sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope, I have a cast iron stomach
Do you think you are Attractive:	not really
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	usually
Do you like Thunderstorms:	*nod* except when lightning strikes withint twenty or so feet of me
Do you play an Instrument:	I'd like to, but don't now
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	eew, no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	only depression meds
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	I wish
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	*nod*
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	um... no that was last month
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	again, I wish
In the past month have you been on Stage:	*nod* public speaking kinda thingie
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	eek!
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	just once, New Year's
Ever been called a Tease:	no
Ever been Beaten up:	eek! no
Ever Shoplifted:	not that I remember
How do you want to Die:	of old age
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	they claim I've already grown up :)
What country would you most like to Visit:	South Africa, question being would I come back
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

And on to the next thing...


Strange as it sounds. I've discovered, as I should have *long* ago, why I shouldn't read a bunch of Star Trek shortstories in one go. Brilliant as they were, I had images of my supposed twin in my head *all* day. I wish, for the first time in a long time, that I could look in a mirror and prove or disprove that I look like Valeris. One person says I'm an exact double, the other one says not really, and... ugh. Oh well. One hazard of being blind.

The other reason for the name of this snip is... someone else that's rattled me. When someone you admire, have actively tried to be *just* like, held in high esteem for who knows how long changes, when your perception of them suddenly needs reforming, it's... disorienting, to say the least. I have the lyrics of a song going round in my head at present, and I'll never hear them the same way I don't think. We are, we are from Telgar Weyr...


Too much thinking on one night. *turns up the music and tries to lighten up*