just to let folks know I'm okay

Last night was horrible. Heck, all of yesterday was pretty horrible. Today was rough in spots, but keeping busy at work helped. So did wonderful sympathetic coworkers, especially Iowan K and Katie. Right now I'm drained, but not in tears. That's something. I need some sleep, I got bugger all last night.

I'm not okay, but I will be, eventually. I just wanted folken to know I'm still here and not going to do anything stupid. Thank everyone *so* much for all the love. It's so very appreciated, believe me.

Settling in and unwinding. I need it.