cross-posted sorrow challenge response

Written for trek100.

Title: Expected Emotion
Author: chanter
Series: DS9, during the Jem Hadar
Rating: G
Characters/pairings: Eris/Sisko
Summary: Drabble. I should’ve been happy really. Sisko’s thoughts after Eris transports off the station.

( Expected emotion )

urgh

I've been toldthat a change in scenery, however welcome, can trigger depressive issues. It's true. I knew it before, because regardless of how much I loved finally getting to college, the shift triggered a rapid cycle in my dysthymia and that's what led me to treatment... after a while, anyway. and it's true again now. The shift home has done something to my mental balance--nothing scary, I swear. I just feel like ever-loving ker-crap, and everything, *everything* triggers some image with her in it, even my dreams. I imagine this would be a hell of a lot worse without meds, and I'm sure I'll normalize after a few days, but just letting people know... that's what's up with me. If I seem gloomy/distracted/sniffly, that's why.