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things you shouldn't do
Sep. 1st, 2004 12:22 amReally. Personal experience speaks here.
You shouldn't laugh and cry at the same time. It makes you feel like you're going to throw up.
You shouldn't read the things that make you bawl in the first place.
You shouldn't keep thinking about those things and starting yourself off again.
You shouldn't get too hopeful and then be disappointed when what you want to happen doesn't happen.
You shouldn't question God, even though everybody does. I've done it plenty tonight.
You shouldn't overthink things. Yeah, easier said than done.
And you definitely shouldn't skip counseling sessions. Good way to relapse. So yeah, I have. And I'm the same hypersensitive, high-strung, worried sick greenie I ever was, only now it's ten times worse because I'm in the darkest mood I've been in all summer. So I'm going back, probably within the next couple days. And I'm *so* finding a church. I'm *way* overdue for doing that one.
So worry, and nerves, and uncertainty and classes overwhelming me a day and a half before they start are all getting to me quite badly. Sorry everyone on SC, it's the side of Charlie you don't normally see and feel free to tell me if I'm creeping you out. No, all is not dark clouds for me. Don't worry, this is not my permanent state. something I read tonight just triggered me off. Ickickick.
You shouldn't laugh and cry at the same time. It makes you feel like you're going to throw up.
You shouldn't read the things that make you bawl in the first place.
You shouldn't keep thinking about those things and starting yourself off again.
You shouldn't get too hopeful and then be disappointed when what you want to happen doesn't happen.
You shouldn't question God, even though everybody does. I've done it plenty tonight.
You shouldn't overthink things. Yeah, easier said than done.
And you definitely shouldn't skip counseling sessions. Good way to relapse. So yeah, I have. And I'm the same hypersensitive, high-strung, worried sick greenie I ever was, only now it's ten times worse because I'm in the darkest mood I've been in all summer. So I'm going back, probably within the next couple days. And I'm *so* finding a church. I'm *way* overdue for doing that one.
So worry, and nerves, and uncertainty and classes overwhelming me a day and a half before they start are all getting to me quite badly. Sorry everyone on SC, it's the side of Charlie you don't normally see and feel free to tell me if I'm creeping you out. No, all is not dark clouds for me. Don't worry, this is not my permanent state. something I read tonight just triggered me off. Ickickick.
