It does suck and I'm sorry to hear you're having a bad mental health day. (This isn't advice, but it is what I wished I got told more on my own bad-brain-days.)
It's hard for me to give good, specific, advice without knowing what the ideation is, but vaguely speaking, I do like music to help counter, specifically music with words I know in a register I can sorta sing along to. Working to try to sing along to a recorded song helps refocus the brain and uses up the linguistic bandwidth so I can't receive as many bad tape messages. I've also used non-toxic felt markers to draw on my arms and legs during harm-ideation as a sublimation tool, dipped my feet in icy water for a minute and then toweled them off (weird, but worked after a few repetitions), and lay naked between clean sheets on the bed. I don't know if any of those will help you, but hopefully you'll find something that works.
Sorry hon
It's hard for me to give good, specific, advice without knowing what the ideation is, but vaguely speaking, I do like music to help counter, specifically music with words I know in a register I can sorta sing along to. Working to try to sing along to a recorded song helps refocus the brain and uses up the linguistic bandwidth so I can't receive as many bad tape messages. I've also used non-toxic felt markers to draw on my arms and legs during harm-ideation as a sublimation tool, dipped my feet in icy water for a minute and then toweled them off (weird, but worked after a few repetitions), and lay naked between clean sheets on the bed. I don't know if any of those will help you, but hopefully you'll find something that works.
Reach out if you need to talk. Seriously.